{"id":292,"date":"2012-11-28T03:55:21","date_gmt":"2012-11-28T03:55:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.notuboc.com\/?p=292"},"modified":"2012-11-28T03:55:21","modified_gmt":"2012-11-28T03:55:21","slug":"fact-179-that-was-hard","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/?p=292","title":{"rendered":"fact 179 &#8211; that was hard"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>VICTORY DANCE!  *falls over dead*  oh my goodness. that was hard. i think that was the hardest NaNoWriMo i&#8217;ve ever done. (this is my eighth, by the way, and my eighth win, thank you very much~) i&#8217;m not sure why it was so hard for me. my level of enthusiasm going in certainly wasn&#8217;t there, but i&#8217;m not sure exactly why. i had originally planned to do a short story collection centered around the apocalypse, because i knew i wasn&#8217;t as fired up as normal, and if there&#8217;s one thing i&#8217;ll always enjoy, it&#8217;s a good end of the world story. but then one of the stories started to look like it was going to be long enough, so i ditched the whole multiple stories thing and focused on that story. &#8230; which suddenly ended about 26k in.  i was just writing along, had the whole other half of the novel planned out, and then suddenly i was saying farewell to some of my remaining main characters. i&#8217;m all like, why does it feel like i&#8217;m saying goodbye to this person? and then, wait a minute, i&#8217;m saying goodbye to her, too! and then, okay, fine, i&#8217;m saying goodbye to all of them. at least killing off characters is an enjoyable past time!  but then the story was over, and i was still, oh, you know, 24k short of a win?  so i quick pulled in my other stories, and started writing them after all. but i am a planner, and of course i had completely failed to plan any of these stories&#8230;  yeah, that might have had something to do with it. i also had a hard time turning my inner editor off. it was like having to fill in giant cannonball holes with toothpicks. i picked a bunch of stories i had started a couple of times and failed to complete, hoping that the deadline would spur me to action. well it worked, i guess, but i&#8217;m tired now. i&#8217;ve got four stories, two of which i&#8217;ve started at least three times each, and that was even before NaNo, and two stories that have been floating around for years, and they are all finished. i just don&#8217;t want to have anything further to do with them. for a long while. so for December, i&#8217;m playing video games. (^_^)-b  #minecraft<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>VICTORY DANCE! *falls over dead* oh my goodness. that was hard. i think that was the hardest NaNoWriMo i&#8217;ve ever done. (this is my eighth, by the way, and my eighth win, thank you very much~) i&#8217;m not sure why it was so hard for me. my level of enthusiasm going in certainly wasn&#8217;t there,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-292","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-facts","category-nano-12"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4k59b-4I","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/292","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=292"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/292\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=292"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=292"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/notuboc.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=292"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}